day by day and my chest pain is not getting any better...dame...but well...went to swim with spence anyway...cut down from 20labs to 16...but we only completed 14 cause of his back problem...his really getting in the age...haha...guess today will be the last day im swimming for this period...decided to listen to everyone's advice...haha...hang around with yvonne and xuyu in the afternoon and edwin made his grand arrival probably 3hrs late...haha...xuyu is the same..still as cheezy...yvonne...still as sweet...after miles of walking...we finally settle down at subway...haha...just for the record...the way yvonne ordered is as blur as when i step into subway for the first time...haha...similarly clumsy...lol...

went to study with yewluck after that...though we spent like half our time ogling at girls at the public library...he got this 180degrees chiobuz scan while i only got a 90...haha...dame...why do girls wear until so hot to the library...are they there to study or there to slut around...notices that pink is a very popular colour...spoted more than 10 girls and 3guys wearing pink...maybe i should get 1 too...yea...i know i cant pull that off...

and once again...gary chan cancelled my tuition without telling me...that bastard!!!

my chest is killing me...argh...dame...makes me wanna cry when i eat...took my friends advice and went to see a doctor early this morning with MOMster...haha...and my mom seems to be the doctor around...telling him what is wrong with me...and bitch around that i always didnt listen to her...yucks...took an ECG just incase of any heart problem...haha...the doc say i look very fit...quite tone...yea...he said i got the makings of a nation sailor last year (yea...carry on bitching on that he said all that so that i'll come back again..)..he(or rather my mom) said that its due to excessive exercise...got some pills and pain killers and i seriously dun see a point in taking them after meal since the pain is at its climax during the meal!!!!

but still went to swim after phy pract (my mom is gonna kill me if she finds out...so shhh)...i'll probably will be swimming every morning too...haha...whats gotten into me!!

Totally wasted my weekend break...dame...wasted=nt studying...but i enjoyed it though...watched friends the WHOLE of sat afternoon...dame song...episode after episode...man that series is addictive...haha...talked to an old friend till late after that...its just the correct people you're talking to at the correct time that is really able to relief all those problems...but well..thanks pal...u're really a real buddy...

grandma came over in the morning for a 1 week belated lunch thingie...man did we had a great time...went out for lunch after that and y aunties and uncles all came...its been such a long time since that happens...and boy my mum is dying to bitch about me...ok...so i gave her a surprise when i have that sudden urge to see sunlight at the causeway 18years ago...and my sis gave my parents another kind of surprise (my dad strike first prize in 4D when my sis was born)...but still no need to remain so bias right...forever saying how guai and sensible my sis is and bitch about how much money i spent a week...dame...ok fine...i spent quite alot...but money is ment to be spent right...haha...forever wanna make me look like a prodigal son infront of everyone...

suppose to be studying in the late afternoons...but ended up sleeping instead...maybe cause i slept at 5am and woke up at 8 by some incidents and felt dame tired...oh well...there goes my weekend study plans...haha...

Chest have been suffering from excruciating pain...donno what happened...thought it'll go away after a few days but it's staying there...dame...if u see me holding my chest when im eating..its this unidentified chest pain...now i cant even enjoy my food...Jon said i should see a doc...guess his right...can take mc and skip more school anyway...haha...told my parents about it...and they bar me from bball and swimming...man...but i guess its for my own good..

Phy practical tomorrow...when was the last time i enter the physics lab...haha...probably go through some pract papers and notes before sleeping...
****prays hard i wont oversleep tomorrow***

Woke up high and early at 6.30...went to shower...packed my bag...had my breakfast...all ready to go to college...and ended up sleeping with my uniform on...screw the photo taking thingie...not worth waking up so early for...haha...Tay called me probably at 7.40...dammit...slammed my phone on the floor cause the noise is simply too irritating...huiling called after that..and i was too lazy to take the phone and slam it again...haha...yea...poor phone

And it didnt end there...Huiling must call me again at 12...TO CALL ME TO GO WITH HER & BUY FOOD FOR THE REST...do i look like those people in red cap with bikes going around making deliveries? but being the kind hearted person i am...i still went with her...only to be waiting for her for 15mins! and she gave me the excuse that she have to smuggle herself out(yea right) told her to bring some fm papers and she forgot...that idiot...how can she forget when i told her just before she leave college...must be delibrately trick me out 1...haha

so went over to her place to get the papers...dame...send me on a wild goose chase...firstly...told me that the INTERCHANGE is beside the station when there is no interchange at all...then realise that the bus stop is actually in front of the station and not beside...i couldnt remember whether to take 24 or 25...but still i boarded a bus...oblivious to which bus i took...so i had to humiliate myself to ask a fellow passenger what bus im in...huiling told me that she will be waiting for me at the bus stop...but she was not even there when i reached hougang...anxiously...i alighted to bus just incase i over shot by too much...and what do u know...i ended up at the correct stop!!! haha...the evil huiling then wanted to make me lost in hougang for vengence that i made her lost in suntec...haha...thank God his brother who is more kindhearted brought me to the correct place...went to seng kang but ended up getting lost again...haiz...i gave up...took a cab there...

so my day ended up crappy thanks to huiling...arghhh

not much pictures to put up...so decieded to put up my darlings!! haha

my tank...waiting for dad to give up his tank so that i can have a 5feet tank for my own!! haha.. 

thats Rocky when he was young...probably a week old and just the size of your palm...anyway Rocky is Bur's 'son'

looking pathetic...and no i didnt torture him...my sis did...haha 

Father and son and a very reluctant photo

Dressing Bur up for Christmas!! talk about santa dog...or he'll probably qualify for one of the rain deers 

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What else can i say...i cant really remember when was the last time i attended classes in full...it was attending half of class..or not attending at all...and what do i do when im not in college...i go swim...spence need to lose weight also...man he finally decides that it time to lose all those calories...what can i say...not the best time to be working out...time conscientiously spent? not really...satisfaction? definitely!! and what do you know...i forgot to bring along my boxers again...dame...not my fault that i wanna flant my assets around(yea...stop bitching) but im just pure absent minded...but no big deal right...i mean like...girls cannot do without a bra...but a guy can still live happily without underwear...wonder who invented such a restricting body wear...like that free feeling...hha

watching basketball...dame that Yao ming is big!!! imagine him standing next to me...in fact...imagine him standing next to Hui Ling...or Belle...or sopia...belle is gonna look like a peanut waiting to be shelled...haha...China losing and losing bad...Zhong Guo dui (and everyone say) JIA YOU!!

hopefully im going college tomorrow cause of class photo taking...haha...that is if i can drag myself out of bed...i really wonder how am i going to do that considering that i am gonna sleep at probably 4 later...maybe i should just go and sleep and screw all those revision stuff...haiz...

Time now is 11.30am in the morning? why am i blogging when im suppose to be in school? haha...apparently skipped college again...dame...missed the class photo taking...but nvm...i'll that up by taking more pictures of myself...haha

I seem to be lagging behind...other blog about the things that happened on that day...im blogging about the things that happened yesterday...haha...but well...had a great bday with And4...haha...thks guys...deeply apreciated!! watch AVP with them...interesting movie i must say...not my genre of movies...but still it was good...and one of the alien really reminds me of Boon Yew...haha...went to sit around and take pictures after that...had a really tough time...cause there are 5 of us and all 5 have to be in the picture...so we were hanging the camera in the most unorthodox places...dangerously teetering on trees or helplessly trying to get angle for a good shot...haha...Wee Long aka 'daddy' called me all the way from Down Under just to wish me happy bday!! aww man...thanks dad...though its not a very correct time to call...but thks...really mean alot to me...and now...what do you know...my bday is over...and i really enjoyed it...thks to every1 who remembered...even a sms means so much...

Sch was crap yesterday...and to think that the excersise Gary Chan gave me actually came out for Physics test. (ok...i believe you now...sure come out one!! hahaha) but still...cause Gary Chan didnt go through the last 2 parts of the question...cause we didnt go through that part of the topic yet and i dun bother studying myself...i didnt get the marks for that part...haha...

Man...i have now exectly 20 days to my prelims...dame...

Experimenting with the modes...notice Jerel's head looking translucent...dame...is he human or is he predator?

A tribute to the nation!! Roy looks lost...haha

Forget 5566...this is better...And4

The 3 guys in class...the hardworking...the slack...and the big

Gateway to heaven?

A day before my Bday...

Had a dame tiring day...suppose to wake up at 5 to complete my work...but ended up waking up at 10 because i forgot to switch to alarm mode...and im sure that a device vibrating meters away would be able to wake me up!!! but still woke up to go for my swim with spenc anyhow...brought my digicam along...and took some horrible pictures of ourselves...haha...

Went to study with faith...saw Joseph there studying also...had a very long chat and stuff...man...glad his doing well in Vj...didnt do alot of work though...but guess im starting to get a hang of Vector space...after indulging myself in space for the whole afternoon.

Hui Ling and gang were waiting for me at Cafe Cartel...took even more pictures there...they got for me this cute little leaf like stuff...very cute i must say...haha...and Belle...stop eyeing on it!!! its mine...haha...they were dame noisy as usual...haiz...whats new...always making me look so ps!!! haiz...managed to play probably 10mins of bball after being rudely interupted by this uncle who wanna join in...well...how can we say no when he force himself into the game...haha...and so...finally after the last ball game with And4...i once again touched the ball...must say that i didnt quite connect with the ball though...bad shots all over...and my kong xing is horrible...haha...but still...i love that feeling of playing ball again..yeah...

Met spence again and he passed me my bday present...awww...thks dude...

Attached some pictures taken for the past 2days...including some of the table tennis pics we took AT THE VOID DECK!!! after the horrible experience below hui ling' house...they are still playing there!!



**Announcement**
Jy Week is officially open...from the 23rd of Aug to the 30th Aug!!

Doing a Li Jia Wei...Sexy Hinky with another one of her kinky pose!!

Getting blamed for the lost of point...haiz...its always my fault

Notice 1/8 of Belle's head on the right...an attempt to take a cute guy across the table...cute? nehz 

Any resemblance to any perverts you see online is strictly coincidental 

Me and Spence having nothing to do but to take pictures in the dark!! 

Woke up just in time for Foong's tutorial today...haha and thats the 3rd period of the day...so i skipped physics again...lol...donno whats up with me...dame cranky today...and anyway belle...im not mad ok!!! hui ling dream of me as a cactus...like whats up with that...first belle dream of me throwing her from the top floor and swear that she will be throwing me down instead...and now...dream of me as a cactus...and i dun even look like one!!!haha...Lee warned me to shift away from the group during chem tutorial cause we're making too much noise...but i still slowly drifted back to the area to crank...haha...chionged my chem practical and chiong back home after that...only to recieve a call from Lee that i forgotten to pick up the chem papers at the phtocopying shop...haha...so much for being a responsible chem rep...lol


Went over to the airport to study after that...i doubth that faith understood the stuff i taught her there though...
1) i mumble to myself all the way
2)i dun know my work well enough
haha...doubted i will ever go into that line though really enjoy doing it...im so not teaching material...faith gave me my bday present...awwww...thanks man...so thats the first bday present i recieved...although i dun understand y my dog and my fishes also benefitted from that (you have to understand whats inside to understand that statement)...but well...guess their part of me..haha

After totally tormenting myself for the whole night, i woke up to another new day. (well, that was a poor intro but im sure it works!!) skipped school again, although there is PE today which is probably the only drawing factor to college, i still skipped it none other. mom saw me at home in the morning and yeah...she scolded me...for skipping school like 2times every 5 days and either attending school late or coming home early for the rest of the 3days...dame im slack!!! acted pathetic in front of her while she was scolding me(learnt that from my dog) and it worked!!! haha...she even drag herself out of bed to make some tonics for me...she and her tonics...lol...but still love ya mom!!

Electricity was cut off due to some cable works...felt so handicap without any electricity...cannot watch tv...play xbox...and i cant even go online!! power to the lights and pump of my tank was also taken off...to think that there are people whois going against technology...moreover the noise from the cable works is just driving me nuts...made my way to the airport sreaching for some peace to study...but found myself taking a bus ride home an hour or two later cause I FORGOT MY FORMULA AND DATA BOOKLET!! and i only know probably half the chapter of those topics i brought supposingly to revise...how dumb is that!!

Reached home and the renovation is still not done yet...watched the series finale of friends again with that little power i had in my labtop...dame...how i missed them...and jennifer anniston is just so sexy...but tough luck for her...cause if she would have met me...she'll probably marry me instead of bread pitt :p...

Whats this!!

i hate all these...i hate my life...i hate the way i treat people...i hate the things that are happening to me...i hate everything about me!!! NEver believed that happiness is short-lived, but now, the great life i use to enjoy seems like a total disaster now. whats all these? retribution? ok i repent can...why punish me during such critical situation...whats with all the emotions!!!!! many people think that if we have less of this in our lives and have more than that, we'll be happier...looks like for me to be happy, i need to change EVERYTHING about me...i took out that little bit of this and add in a little bit of that, but im still a walking failure.......im tired...very tired...i just want to sleep...without any worries...of people...of prelims...of undone assignments...whats happening to me...

The days are just ticking away as draw closer and closer to prelims...but im wasting them away jsut like that...2 days wasted away...and at this rate, it'll be FFFF here i come...screw all these...screw my life...i should probably just give up the ghost rather than wasting perfectly clean oxygen.......so screwed by jc...probably i should not be acting smart here and join the rest of my friends in poly...

Physics tutor complained to my ct how bad my attendence was for physics...haha...well, managed to crap through it though!! lol...but well, i really feel like telling him in the face that his tutorial is an absolute waste of time! ok...maybe not to all but to me. unless the subject head sits in in his class, he teaches like crap! but if you think that my class physics standard is bad...think again!! 2 main reasons

1) My class really put in alot of hardwork or they are just plain smart
2) They had tution (which probably more than half the class have, including me of course)


but well, school is good today! had two power pact tutorials by two power pact tutors! yeah simply love them! Lee Saw Hong completed the whole carbohydrate with full explaination in 1.5 periods...and i fully understand!!! haha! from totally lost during lectures to full understanding...am i smart or what!! haha...Foong completed her revision on Complex numbers after that...like wow...since when its so easy...

Self declared that school end at 12.45 and i reached home nice and early...dame...i super slack...go school late come home early and act like prelims is 3 decades from now (when its actually 3weeks!!!!) less than 3 weeks...cover 2 years work!! somebody save me...and whats the worst part...THE TIME-TABLE NOT OUT YET!!!! haiz...lousy jc

time to mug....mug mug mug!!! i hope i wont end up playing gunbound again :p





***Special segment***
To that someone...you know who you are...just wanna say.......
I'm sorry...sincerely from the bottom of my heart...i am

The infamous Marge Simson look alike...Foong Lee Har!! 'AIR' level coming!!

First public blog!!

wow...cant believe im doing this. i thought i'll never Ever blog cause:

1) I'm too lazy to do it (i'll rather sit and stare at the trees grow or something)
2) I never thought im gonna share my emotions to the whole world!!

but well, any memories good or bad are still memories and i wanna keep them. its such a waste that all that im going through are left wondering off my mind leaving absolutly no traces for me to look back on. anyway, its a good excuse to answer my mom why im online. Hows this

Mom: (screams) Boy ah...why are you still online!! your suppose to be studying!!!
Me: Mom im practising for my GP!

yup!! so expect alot of emotions, boring 'what i've done today' and of course what everyone wants...pictures of the hunky me!! (ok fine...so im not so hunky!!! can make me happy for a while)