i know im like lagging 10yrs but well...still gonna post the pictures anyway

Prom Pics!

a very not me looking picture of me before prom

3 very pretty girls and a very ugly guy!

hao xing fu aoo!

looks like some high profile red event red carpet walk

sexy ladies

**notice sexy hinky running around in my suit!**

03S19 girls

class guys!!

an almost complete 03S19 class pic! trust me...this pic is gonna be in my wallet for quite some time!

and who can forget the sad incident of clara being raped...there is an consequence of dressing up too 'sexyly'

Class Chalet!!!!!

the workers...the slackers and the eaters

an attempt to take a photo of ourselves

the picture looks better with me cut out is it...huh Huh HUH!

floating heads

si act cute...not me...huiling!

im lost for words

a failed attempt to act cute

me and my new best friend!

the SKNs....si kin nas

breakfast and pinky hinky

Prom's over...chalet next!!!!!!!!!!!

After 3 full days of preparation...its the big night...a night of glitz and glamour...

Considered that i spend $300 for that freaking prom night...heart kinda aching...even till now ok...esp when it is $300 on just ONE night...but its one unforgetable night...everyone look simply gorgeous...belle look sexy...huiling had amazing hair...sophia had a brilliant smile...linda and peiyu look super cute...yinjie wore a skirt (and thats a big deal ok)...merry look very elegant...winnie look raunchy...clara look like a hollywood model...alvin look dame cool (always trust merry's taste)...jon look like he played with his father's cloths but still fantastic...vincent grew 10cm within 5 days...and i look like a french power lesbian...and my face is always rotten during such important events...and it never fail to clear out the night after...my dame face!! arghhh...but still had fun

Mom is out...Sis is out...just me and my bur!

As over...finally over...the torment...the angish...the sleepless nigths...the period where bur has to stay at home cause i got no time to bring him out...now thats its over...i can finally spend time with myself...finally can stone...finally can rot...and finally can watch all the movies i always wanted to watch!!!!!!!!!!

Dun reall wanna talk about the As...haiz...kinda flop...all in all...there goes my hope for ONLY As and Bs...i'll probably end up with Cs and Ds...Maths C kinda ambiguous...Fmaths= flop...screwed physics 2...chem...ya...i can do well for chem...bur can speak english...haha...kinda afraid that i'll disappoint my parents...well...though my family isnt the perfect family where parents care for their children...they still fullfill their duty as parents...not the most perfect parents but definitely better than some...and what more can i ask for...they didnt torture me (kinda ironic cause im so skinny)...they give me money...pay for my bills (arghhhhhhh hit 140 this month...mom is gonna kill me) and me...flop my As...and they must buy me a new desktop to make me feel even more guilty...which fyi...i love it!!!! but still gonna upgrade some stuff...haiz...just hope the results can come out good...at least they can be proud of me over 1 thing though its highly unlikely i'll score well...forget it!~

kinda enjoy spending time alone...anyway for doing stuff...just spending time alone...by myself...to all the dudes i blew off...sorry guys...really dun wanna go out...but i did go shop for my prom stuff which btw is the most irritating thing i've done...arghhhhh...wonder how the girls do it...walk for 30mins tired le...haha...and girls can walk for the whole day and come home with bags and bags of stuff...i walked the whole day and came home only with a new bone for bur...arghhh...its sunday le...prom on wed...worst come to worst...end up wearing the swimming trunk as planned...or a picachu tshirt...dont worry belle...your date is gonna look very hot in these :p

Where relatives invades!.!.!.

Shocking news of the day...i'm already a uncle!!!! with a nephew that is at least 2years old!!! Bet you didnt know that...you know what...i don't too...until yesterday!! First impression...his very cute...i mean he does have alittle of my genes...look quite cute...look harmless...very active...how bad can it get right...WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! all hell broke loose!!!!!!

Man that kid is something...he came in and ran towards bur...being that obidient good dog that he is...he just sat there proudly recieving all the cute comments about him...then the kid stromed through the hall pushes his parents aside...went next to my baby dog and HE PINCH BUR!!!!!!!!!!!! how can that kid do that...even i myself dun hit my own dog and that brat just came over and pinch my baby!!! Bur obviously traumatized didnt retaliate...he just simply move back...and man it is not over...he chased bur all over the hall screaming and shouting...bur simply ran for his life away from the evil monster...Bur ran towards me with eyes tell me to help him and i tuck bur safely under the sofa where the detrimental hands cant reach...and what do you know...that brat get to get my room for the night while im chased out of my own room and have to sleep on the sofa!!!! arghhhhh whats this...first he bully my precious and next he gets to use my room!!

Slept late as usual...wanted to sms huiling but decided not to as i already have enough people screaming in my ears...haha...was sleeping peacefully...all until the mad kid started wailing across the hall running around...arghhhhh cant a boy who is under exam stress and slept late have a good rest!! he ran around the hall...he poked me...and he scribbled on my SAJC FM paper!!!!!!! argh!!!!! and once again bur is spotted running for his life...had no choice as i have to wake up...imagine sleeping in a childcare center with every kid chasing each other...and mind you there is one 1 of him!!!! didnt manage to study the whole afternoon and bur had been in hiding just incase he gets injured...awwww...poor dog...and finally he is asleep *sigh a breath of relief* but superboy only needed an hour of sleep...so its only an hour of peace before he starts going around...throwing my stuff all over the floor and scribbling my notes and spraying sun block lotion at himself!!! haha...he deserve it...guess what his parents are doing...playing xbox...arghh....somebody save me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! they are gonna stay until tuesday...haiz...thanks for inviting people to cheer me on as i study mom...appreciate it

The exams so far....Part II

Chem P3

The paper that bothered me the most...considering that even passing chem is a big challenge for me...glad that was over and done with...paper was too easy...its not cause i know my stuff or what...but its unanimously argreed by the whole cohort...the paper is really too easy...and thats a bad thing...that would mean that those really good might not be rewarded with their well-deserved A as a careless mistake is gonna kill...and those who might not be as good at the subject but made a point to be more careful are gonna get the As...not the fairest exam i can say...but not that i can get an A...best case sceneario...i end up with a B...and trust me...its good enough for me!

Targeted Grade: B

Maths 9233 P1

Pretty easy paper i must say...nothing really difficult...just need to take another look at the question and it's doable...completed the 1st page in 30mins and slacked after that...haha...made 1 or 2 careless mistakes...probably more...just that i'm not aware of...haiz...there goes the full mark hope...hopfully can still scrape off with a 80++% and hope its good enough for an A...maths is the only subject i can get an A...if i don't...it'll be leaping off 20th story here i come

Targeted grade: A

Top 10 Things to do after 'Air' Level

10. Redo my tank (Its a total disaster now)

9. Get my hair dyed (Though its only for a month)

8. Learn the piano (Belle you're gonna make me play Canon in D & toccata)

7. Read Pride & Prejudice and Da Vinci's code (Im so literal..and no i wont throw it aside after a week)

6. Watch The Champion, Charmed & Smallville (Flona Xie, the Charmed girls and that Smallville girl is simply irresistable)

5. Play Maple (Thanks so spence)

4. Get that killer body and tan (Me & my sex god dream...and yup i got Rodney's poster pin up on my wall...my idol)

3. Get Britney's number (Now that you've lost some weight...i want you back)

2. Merry Elanor (My Baby!!)

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1. Walk Bur 1000 times (That dame dog is getting fat...at this rate..he'll look like Olinda in no time who is by the way is getting out of Idol soon...times up poon pee pee)

The day finally came

This is it...two years of GP classes...two years of reading logs...two years of struggle al it all comes down to this...an essay...a comprehension and a whole lot of cold sweat...

With much disappointment, education was not set...so isn't war and i'm not confident with advertising...dame...should have read up on religion and not think that it'll not come out...religion is so me la...i can probably write non stop...but need alot of other facts to suppose my stand which i did not really read up on...did the beauty question...not like i studied on beauty and stuff but at least its more common sense...the economics question is too econs and the history question is too history...the top scorers would probably be those econs and history students...so gave that a miss...advertising is easy...but still went on with the beauty question...haha...haiz...nothing i put slight effort to study came out...didnt plan my essay well and was crying half way through as i realised i picked the wrong question...but strong points came in to savour the paper as i try my best to squeeze out some points...didnt pay much attention to grammer as wasn't concentrating on writing but thinking of points...haiz...just hope im coherent...

P2 was easy only to certain extent...the first 5 questions are not much kick...but questions set on the 2nd passage was not very easy...did AQ before summary and i'll probably screw the summary part up...alot to write for AQ but not much time...i have to chiong out two paragraphs in five mintues just to complete the AQ...haiz...its all over...no...GP is all over...not sure how i'll do...the fact that it's an easy paper makes it hard to get an A...but a difficult paper would means that I'll fail...what irony...God be with me!

Targeted Grade: B3

I'm in depression and i'm admitting it...

i dun wanna study anymore

Life sucks...Studies sucks...Hinky sucks

Chem pract was a total screw...not like i am super pro in chem and can salvage those points lost in the Pract...Intuitively felt that double end point is going to come out for VA and scrambled to look for the notes on it...but apparently tp didnt touch on double end point...ARGHHHHHHHHH...and what do you know...it really came out...Kinetics was out as expected but i quite screw that up since i get a value of 0.8++ when its suppose to be 1...dame that line of best fit...the worst part is the QA part...haiz...Test for Co2 upon adding acid to that dame FA5 but noticed some purple gas produced...didnt really test for gas when heating as i think there is no need to...but saw jonathon test with blue litmus and got a positive test...thus decided to change my reading as I DUN HAVE ENOUGH SPACE TO ADD MORE OBSERVATIONS!~!!~!~!~!~!~didnt thought that i can find the unknown anion with the first test also...argh...Co2 isnt acidic but why is the gas produced acidic (thats cause you added acid you himbo)...arghhhh why did that voice within only came after the whole pract!!! argh...


QA part two is worst..must be the greedy nature of me to add like a thousand drops of KmnO4 and KCrO7 where only one two drops is sufficient...got negative test for all those reduction tests where its suppose to be positive test...and i cant remember that BACl and acid is a differential test between So42- and So32-...ARGHHHHH...worst is that the dicromate test for So2 is negative...ARGHHH...im cursed...whenever doing chem pract...im always stuck with obscure So2!!! Not to forget i almost died during the pract...by that evil mad scientise a.k.a ISABELLE!!! she either plan to kill me with the explosion she made or choke me to death with the So2 gas...

The difference between a RJ smart shit and a TP dumb ass

Win: Cr3+, Fe3+ & Al3+ produces Co2 in Na2Co3...you know why?

Me: Erm...cause they are acidic.?.?

Win: Why...

Me: Erm...cause they are metals?.?.?

Win: No...cause of their high chage density...they are able to draw H2O ligands closer to them and thus causing the O-H bond to cleave and thus...forming H30+ which is acidic

Me: Oh really...

Win: Yes...ok...lets try again...What happens when you add KI to lets say CuSO4?

Me: You get a.....erm...a reaction (cheeky smile)

Win: Observations?

Me: Hmm...blue ppt??

Win: No!!!!!!!!! you get cream ppt in brown solution...CUI is your ppt which is insoluble while your brown solution is your I2 (aq)

Me: I learn something new everyday...

Win: This aint new...its important...u better mug that...ok...what about reaction of halids with acidifiec H2S04...

Me:I remember that...that will cleave the double bond and oxidise the reactant (smile proudly) see...i know my stuff....

Win: Arghhhhh...thats organic...not QA...Cl2 will be evolved if Cl- ions present...shake with hexane and you either get a orange-brown or violet organic layer with Br- and I- respectively!!!

Me: (Looks down) oh....

Other differences?

RJ students don't even need the QA notes...everything is inside..while TP students would scramble and cant do QA without it

RJ students would know the chimcological reasons why ppt are soluble and insoluble while TP students just know that they are insoluble...

Conclusion...TP sucks (Not like i can make it to RJ anyway)

Schedule for Now to 27th October

1. Mug FM till 12 later and complete vjc prelim paper...

2. Wake up at 6 and do NJ FM prelim paper

3. Proceed to college for consultation with bitchy Tay

4. Proceed to study Chem with SAT ll chem full marks slut

5. Last min revision on chem pract

Its perfect...provided i move according to plan...

Dammit...after that dame spence install that dame XP professional OS...my com has been laggy and unstable and can never log on to blogger...argh...spence u owe me a new com!!!!

Went out to chill out abit...to get myself more calm to talk about the disasterous physics pract this morning...

Woke up and just felt wired...felt wrong...its like deep down...you know something is going to go wrong...a phone call from faith in the morning did nerve me up abit considering that her reporting time is alleged to be at 9.30 while mine at 9.45 for the same shift...

First step into the lab and a cheeky smile was spotted across my face...bingo...potential meter did come out...but that excitment didnt last long...did the osciallation experiment first and i unknowingly rushed through without really reading the question...its probably due to the abrupt start of the paper that caught me by surprise...apparently the invigilator is so caught to get home that he started the exam right after the 'standard' speech...dame i was hoping for a few minutes to catch my breathe...the big problem came when drawing the graph..not all the points landed on the line and my usual problem of not being able to process preceding numbers with more than 5 digits acted up again...my scale reads...1.1000...1.1500...1.3000...argh...keep erasing and rewritting my scale over and over again...and saw isabelle playing with the jokey thingie and the bulb and shaking leg while im struggling...wanted to do another osciallation to get more points for a more accurate graph BUT THAT DAME INVIGILATOR TURNED ON THE FAN...dammit...cant he just tolerate a few minutes of stuffiness for the sake of my future!!!!! agrh...so feel like shouting :Off the fan u faggot!!!

time was up for the first experiment and i practically throw my stuff over to the other bench and pia through the second experiment though the invigilator said stop writing...im not put on the last bench for nothing...haha...didnt even bother disassembling my experiment and isabelle disassembled it herself...and i was hoping for an already setted up circuit with answers written on the table but apparently isabelle thought im too evil and decided not to help me...haha...couldnt think straight at that point...all that was on my mind was to complete the dame experiment and continue with the previous...all the steps and procedures that i was rehersing didnt really pay off...haiz...still managed to complete the whole paper in the end...though the paper was rather wet from my cold sweat...but thank God i did the osciallation experiment first...i'll probably lost some marks but what are they compared to p3...argh...gonna gain them back man...im powering through!!!

Screwed up my physics pract...haiz...why didi i screw up during SUCH AN IMPORTANT EXAM...2years and it all went down to this...a screwed pract...of all papers...why this...why did i panick...haiz...and to think that isabelle can still play with magnets and and the light bulb when i'm like trying my best to draw my graph...thank God i did the osciallation experiment first...Gary chan was right...the experiment you do first does affect the overall results...should be thankful that i still can complete though the thousands of mistakes i made (can even name a few now, imagine those unknowingly made due to panicking) haiz...a very bad first paper...4 papers to make up for it...must do it...Physics and maths are probably the only hope for As...fm still uncertain and i can just screw chemistry...yucks...horrible subject...

better go back to study...

P/S: for those who screwed up today's pract...please dun give up...all is not lost!

Someday, Someday

So we've already established the fact that

things are gonna be different in the future baby.

And you've reiterated the fact that you don't

want to get into something that's just gonna have to end later.

Now I know our lives are changing and I've seen it

coming for a while too, don't get me wrong.

And I've been going outta town baby it's gonna happen more,

we gotta be strong but now

While I'm gone

Just be a fly on the wall

You knowI'm thinking about you

Just wait and see

You gotta hear what I say

I'm in love with you

I'm not so far away

Someday, someday I will be here babe

Someday, someday I will be the one babe

Someday, somedayI will be here babe

Someday, someday I will be the one babe

I know you gotta go to university and

I'm just trying to make some cash to follow my dreams.

But please don't say we're too busy to give each other the time and support we need

I know we gotta work our jobs and make some money to get by in this expensive world.

Don't let that overtake the fact that before all that, you were still my girl.

While I'm gone

Just be a fly on the wall

You knowI'm talking about you

Just wait and see

You gotta hear what I say

I'm in love with you

I'm not so far away

Someday, someday I will be here babe

Someday, somedayI will be the one babe

Someday, someday I will be here babe

Someday, someday I will be the one babe

Someday, someday I'll know that you love me

Someday, someday Sorry that I'm leaving

Someday, someday I will be here babe

Someday, someday I will be the one babe

I'm in love with you

I'm not so far away

Someday, someday I will be here babe

Someday, someday I will be the one babe

Someday, someday I will be here babe

Someday, someday I will be the one babe

Someday, someday I'll know that you love me

Someday, someday I just need you here with me

Don't have to try Love will take us there babe

Someday, someday I will be the one babe

Someday, someday Look towards the sky babe

Someday, Someday There's no need to cry babe

I know that you're always what I want babe

I will be the one babe

Someday, I will be the one babe

Someday, I just need you here with me

No more breast bouncing maia...saded...life have no more meaning anymore...just let me die...

Had a morning cal and woke up at 7...dragged myself up from the late night i had...was about to leave the house when a sms from belle came.....MOCK TEST AT 12 NOT 8!!!!!!!!! so i woke up at 7 for absolutly nothing...went to mac to meet belle and sopia for breakfast cause im alleged obligated to accompany them...but that was fine

Didnt study much and went for the mock test...and it was dreadful...totally brain dead...the questions are not say very very difficult...but im just not able to get my mind to think right...and the extra constant terms added in almost every question didnt help other than making the darn equation long complicated and tedious...gave up like after 2hours of agony and left...just like that...never in my life had i given up a maths paper...but whats the point of comparing...im in a Jc...doing fm,,,can i just stop having the mentality that i am darn pro at maths...as a matter of fact...maths sucks...i never thought i'll say this but...maths really really sucks...just my pure insanity to prostitute myself to slave for maths...its half of the subjects im taking la...16days left to the A level and i cant even secure Bs at prelim papers...whats this...by this time i should be able to tackle every topic...get As and Bs at prelim papers...not struggling for passes...considering i was like spending 2hours doing stuff to my blog (where spence only took 10mins to dot he same thing) how well can i score...sososososososososo wrong

Got home and saw mom...quite taken back since she is not suppose to be at home during such hours...and she asked how was my paper thinking my As have started (yea some mom...dun even know when his precious son A level paper starts...bet she dun even know when i was born...but at least she knows im doing my As...im so proud of er)...she asked me this question...'are you sure you can make it?'...thay sentence bothered me like the whole day la...all my life i've been looked down uponed...the dumber between me and my sis...the one who got into a neightbourhood school which i probably at the bottom 50...the one who probabl have absolutly no value other than wasting the family wealth on high end goods...ok...fine...so im not as good as my cousin who is in HC and was in chs...im not like him who is so thrifty and can save up thousands of dollars...i can only spend thousands and save up none...spend hundreds on tuition and still fail exams...like him so much...get him as your son la...stop bitching about me...fine...you got my life predicted and i'm gonna like live that poor pauper live while my sis is gonna live that Singapore dream...so you're gonna take that as what is really gonna happen...condemn me and disapprove whatever i do...have that mentality that everything i do will fail...fine im only in TPJC not some NJC where you expected me to...

Went out hoping that the night can be better...but all the emotions are just too overwealming...not to forget that that buses seem to keep pouring when i dun need them...and all none in sight when i wanna take them...waited like 20-30mins at the bus stop before finally boarding one...partly also due to my fickle mindedness...but the poking penguin thing below the tag board did made me feel better

had nothing better to do after shower...something struck me...i've taken so many pictures OF bur but have never taken 1 WITH him...haha

Had farewell assembly today...and i made my grand appearence after being missing for more than a week...haha...would never miss today's programme for anything else...no matter how i hated tp and wished i was in somewhere better...i did spent 2 years in tp and memories can seriosuly be overwealming...the things i'll always remember in 03S19

1)Saw my classmates for the first time during J1 and acted dao
2)Eating nothing but chicken rice during lunch
3)Skipping lessons to play bridge
4)Taking porn video during chem pract
5)Giving attitude whenever i'm nt in a good mood
6)Dragon boating with the class guys only to end up last
7)Clinching a 3rd at the mixed doubles canoe with winnie last year
8)Dying the make it for the mixed doubles finals with merry this year after winnie pang sei me
9)Forcing myself to remain awake to wish winnie happy bday only to get the date wrong
10)JYFC and AJYC

haha...there are just so much memories in the class...i may bitch about how i hated tp and how i think tp had ruined my life...but all in all...tp is really really great esp s19...had the best day in college today...though its very draggy...haha...umbrellla cross dressed again and he wore this super short tp mini skirt which he prouded paraded around the college in...yucks...if that is not enough...simon reynolds did a britney in the most hilarious performance i've ever seen...went around taking pictures...the last time i'm gonna take picture in tpjc...haha..conclusion....
1)bad hair
2)terrible complexion
3)i still donno how to smile
add them all up and you get disasterous pictures of myself...and my friend say i look spas!!! which is actually quite true...nvm...i still have prom to prove my worth...haha...gonna built up with shawn after the As...we've devised a schedule so that we're gonna look like sex gods by Jan...gonna go for that impossible tan(as the whole world know i'll look as red as a lobster instead)...gonna put on weight through macdonals and kfc and long john when studying...then tone up for the next 5 days after the As(and applying L'oreal tonner won't work...so dun put that lame joke on me)

Merry looks cute...Alvin..............looks cute too..haha 

merry...caught in te middle 

Britney in her best form...Rock on Reynolds

a happy momet...leaving TPJC...haha